Sometimes.....

Sometimes i wish you would feel my absence in your life,
Sometimes i wish you would know my feelings for you without talking to you,
sometimes i wish to hold your face in my palms, look into your eyes, tell you how  much i love you
But that is not enough, isn't it?

You always wanted the thing that i don't have....Luck,
It is my luck that you are not interested in listening to me, looking at me,
I still hope  you will not suffer like i did in loneliness,
If tearing my chest and pulling my heart out for you is not enough, then what it is?
just let me know before my  heart beat stops.

I just feel so helpless and feeble, i don't understand what to do just to bring smile on your face,
winning your heart is so hard, that i feel i am just looser,
I never thought  the price of loving you, caring for you is this high,
but still i don't care , if loving and caring for you has price, i will pay for it,
i will take all that pain with pleasure , will not stop loving you.
That is all just to make you smile and happy.

guess i need to carry ice with me all the time to put it on my burning  heart.
Do you have any idea how much courage it takes to digest the fact that you won't be mine,
I have to live with this truth..... terrible truth.

Without you....baby

I wish after all i did for you , i get your friendship in return,
after loving you so much , i deserve some of your attention,
i think i have right to talk to you, but ...............................,
i do not need any right to care for you, for bringing joy into your life,

I don't want to be on top of the world without you,
I would rather take you to the top with me or stay at the bottom with you,
but i won't stay without you.

My angel I'll love you through all eternity
I would do anything for you sweetie
I wrote this poem from my heart
To let you know your my sweetheart


The feeling when you realize that your existence means nothing to her, it has no value ,
she will not even realize that you are absent.
I should just get used to it, to be honest, i don't feel that much pain now, my emotions are not that high, maybe now heart realized that if it don't stop loving or feeling emotions , its gonna hurt like hell.
 

Punish me ....

No matter how much i love you ,you don't feel that i am not worthy to stand in front of you, am i?
No matter how much i care for you, i don't deserve to talk to you, do i?

Still i hold no grudge for you, not even a bit, because loving you is not my job 
but it's something that i have no control over , i can't control my emotions,my feelings for you
how can i ? can i stop my heart from beating, then how can i stop loving  you

There is nobody who can actually hurt me but you,
because i care about you, so if you want to punish me ,please do so

punish me for needing you more than anything else ,
punish my heart which beats for you,
punish my eyes which are desperate to take a glimpse of you ,



 

For once....

Achieving you was not my top priority,
but winning your heart was,

For once i want to be the reason behind your smile,
For once i want to be the guy you wait for ,
For once i want to be reason behind your blush,

For once i wanted to be the guy that you wait for,

For once i want to be the guy, your eyes searching for in crowd, and ........obviously smile when you find me,
For once i want to be the guy who would carry your shopping bags, and walk behind you across the mall,
For once i want to listen to all random things you keep talking, i will just keep looking into your eyes,
For once i want to be the guy whom you lay your head on his shoulder when tired without even thinking for a moment,

For once i want you to give me right to hold you when you feel low
For once i want you to love me for who i am <3
 

Love You Princess

I always wonder how do you manage to look so beautiful and cute, with almost no make up put on, you still look so cute,
 but guess what.... you don't need to look beautiful , because 'beautiful' and 'you' are no different things , it's just Same .
It's like someone invented the term "Beautiful" by looking at you.You are the Definition of Cuteness.
 
I always wanted three things ,better , i always needed three things,
Trust for me in your eyes,
A little space in your Heart
and smile on your face because your smile is like oxygen to me, so keep smiling , keep me Alive.

You are my Strength and Weakness.
You can make me move mountains Or you can make me crawl on floor.

All i ever wanted , All i ever needed is you to be happy, you to be smiling nothing else.
I know i am not the most handsome guy Around but i love you more than anyone else will ever do.<3
You don't know but you are wearing most expensive and rarest jewellery i.e your Innocence and Simplicity, and that's what makes you perfect.
Just stay the way you are now, even if you don't ... you will still rule my Heart..My Princess.